Horrible surgery, how can I do

Do not know God's eye is not long, usually with drugs are eating less of me, and this time they're still faced with surgery. . . Although not great, but I really do not know whether to tell family. . . I want to hold up to a person, called a few friends help out a week's hospital stay may be short, I can a human anti-down, but the surgery should be relative narcotic signature, I do not know how to do. . . Father's health had been good, I do not want surgery should own it does not matter affecting his health, that he was sick as a son I not much help, but now have to trouble him, and I do not want, really do not want. . .
2 种 cause, regardless of the kind of disease need surgery, 1-2 hours of surgery, I am not afraid, a kind likely to relapse, and the other to do the surgery will be cured after , as long as in the hospital for the last week. . . According to their own cause, I feel like the good kind. . . Jiren really hope one day phase, I have been so advised others. . . Afternoon, good luck to the hospital to meet the specialist out-patient, the doctor help me analyze the causes and possibilities that may exist. . . Very grateful to him, and now he did not dare to assert that the kind and told me to go home and then observed under his own body. . . Met again on Friday, experts, if you can will immediately surgery, hospitalization for a week. . . Facing the white sheets would be a man, I'm not alone, just do not know how to do that if surgery can own signature, I will not hesitate to write his name, the body responsible for their own!
medical expenses, I will not let parents a penny, no matter how much I will own anti-down, by Ye Hao, regardless of how all good, parents will not go to trouble. . . According to doctors say that this surgery may not take the number of medical expenses, but now regardless of who do not know how much I can do a good job by the preparation. . . Parents raised me so much, Zaiqu Na money, really not want to do my own. . . Their spiritual concerns have been tough for me, maybe I would really choose not to tell them so good to notify them sick. . . Do not know the procedure signature in the end there is no way to accommodate, filial son, do not want to do, and I have to live up to expectations, for themselves and for their parents. . . Less worry, more happiness, this is the only thing I can give parents!
very grateful to several colleagues care for me, with your strength, I will insist, I believe that my perseverance will prevail. . .
Now the only thing I can do is waiting to be promoting the operating room, but I still go to work normal, and there is nothing to be afraid of, human life will encounter many setbacks , who is not to overcome others, but ourselves. . .
believe I will finish the surgery goes well, I believe I will remember. . . Because I believe in science, I believe the hospital, I believe that day will help me!